My arms seemed to be caught, my movements restricted, I can't get free! I'm trapped in a body that betrays me, a body that doesn't obey orders from my brain. Panic raised like a malignant fog as I struggled to break free. My muffled screams filled the room, I could see nothing but darkness.
My breathing got slower each second, I was suffocating. A pain so sharp I felt that my chest was exploding. I pleaded and prayed for a physical release to get out of this agony but to no avail.
'I will see you soon Dave. Very very soon...'
I opened my eyes, cold sweat dripping down my neck. The same recurring nightmare I have been having for the past few nights ever since Bill has passed. The voice had a sound of familiarity, but my memory failed to do me justice as I simply could not match a face in my mind. Just what significance did the dream hold to me? Who is waiting for me? So many unanswered questions I kept pondering about.
I washed my face and looked in the mirror, it was a distasteful dream, affecting me so much I had problems sleeping. I needed answers, the suspense is killing me. I shook the dream out of my head, I didn't want to think about it anymore.
'Just 5 more days and I'm out of here. Bear with it Dave! A normal life just like everyone else. Be strong!'
My whispers kept going through my head again and again. It was my only source of motivation to bear with this mental torture I have to face each day. 5 more days and I will be free from it all.
Just 5 more days...
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